9th of November

6.42pm Friday evening. Jaana is in a little bit of a low point in her mood and needs a lot encouragement at the moment. As she is totally aware of her situation, she get a little bit depressed when she realize things are not moving as fast as she would like. I will have a word with the doctors again to see what they think. We are trying to stimulate her in all sorts of way, but for the moment she is quite closed to herself. I do not mean to worry you all, as I am sure this is quite normal to feel depressed. However though, as her muscles are now very weak she most probably think she will not get better. This is of course not true, but from her side, laying in bed, having ample of time to think, it is a natural thought. We all do a lot to stimulate her to do her therapy, but it is her will to participate which is lacking a bit lately. I hope I can provide you with more encouraging new shortly.