25th of November

6.23pm Sunday afternoon. Today Jaana had a bit of fever again in the morning, and was a bit sad. I take this as a sign that she is alert and aware and thus get a bit down when she thinks about her situation. What I try to tell her is that we all think of her and that if she just get a fraction of a percent better each day, she will be fantastic in a year or so. She realize this (answer with her foot), but of course she also realize it will not be an easy journey and then get some tears in her eyes. All in all, she is holding up quite good and is doing much better than I would.